the years of silence

Hi. I’m impatient. I was told once that the amount of patience contained in my body wouldn’t be able to fill a thimble, but I don’t have time for such comments (see what I did there?). This past weekend I heard about am album by Eric Church, so when I went to the bathroom during the wedding reception I was attending I started the download and it was done before the brand new couple jumped in the back of the limo. I like that if I have questions I can look them up on my iPhone or someone else’s iPad or in general a computer if you’re not trendy enough. I need groceries? I’ll either steal my roommates or go immediately in my car and get them, no problem.

But I have this little problem. It is between me and God. And I may not be the only one. You see he doesn’t run off my time. Actually, according to me, he’s always late and has changed the plans. (If I was more emotional I’d rip my hair out.) But, like I said, I am not the only one who had to wait on God.


Lets look at some folks in the Bible:

We shall first look at Abram.

God: Leave your country.
Abram: Where are we going?
God: I’ll let you know when we are there.

And God was silent for a few years.... nothing....no words...no further confirmation to Abram that he STILL was doing the right thing.


Second we have Joseph.

Joseph spent his teens and early adult life pretty much a slave who’d continually get screwed over by people. He spent considerable time in prison looking as if his God couldn’t give a rats about him. When things looked promising his dreamed were crushed.


Third we have Moses.

Moses was a rich kid who killed someone and then ran away from it all. For something like 40 YEARS he did not hear from God once but lived a normal Middle Eastern life walking sheep around all day... kinda like he’d do later I guess.


Finally we have Naomi.

God strangely showed Naomi how much he loved her by causing a famine and killing her husband and two sons. For YEARS she remained bitter at God–she asked her friends to call her Bitter because she felt God demolished her. Years!! Years, people!! That is everyday I wake up and it is the first thing I think about: ‘God, what are you doing?!’ Or just coming to ignore God.


With all of these examples, though, God showed up. Where he promised he made good on the promises. Where he seemed to be unkind he unfolded time to reveal how he had been affectionately loving the whole way through.


Often we get the wrong idea of examples like these four. We look at them and wrongly conclude, ‘Well, dang it, if they can do it so can I!’ I hope your bootstraps break today. Seriously. We need to look at examples of people like this and be blown away at God. How he remains true to his word. He doesn’t need to constantly remind: he speaks and it is forever true. But he DOES constantly remind us that he is there, if we will see with faith and not feelings or visible manifestations.

Are you abandoned, confused, hurt, in the dark, feeling alone, feel like you just aren’t gonna make it another day, sensing that you can’t add up?

Cheer up, you’re worse than you figured.
But cheer up, God is greater and more good than you can imagine.

He is still with us.

Jesus went through the annuls of eternity and ate up all the records for those who would believe in him. But while he was doing that he was under God’s real silence and real abandonment. On our behalf Jesus willingly went through the worst absence of God’s goodness we could ever imagine. Now we get all the benefits of being God’s child. Jesus was struck brutally like a pinata in every way–spiritually physically, mentally, emotionally and psychologically–and what came bursting out of him was eternal life and present joy for all who’d fall on his grace in need.

You JUST Made That Cow: Exodus 32.4

You’re fresh out of Egypt; you saw all of the plagues, you heard the screams from miles away as Egyptian families saw their first-born males collapse into death; you look into your tent and see some of the gold you basically stole from your Egyptian neighbors and you recall how you crossed the Red sea, yet the Egyptian army was eaten by it. Moses who, by God’s direction, has led you to a wilderness and has been gone on the mountain quite awhile. There is a ton of lightening and commotion going on at the top of Sinai, but you reasonably figure it is a storm of sorts and Moses ain’t coming back.

Logically therefore, you get your neighbors and y’all all gather your gold together and make an image out of the gold. You make a super detailed cow out of old earrings , nose rings, bracelets, and headdresses. It looks awesome. Then Aaron declares this thing is not only a god but the very one which led Israel out of Egypt, that land of slavery.

. . . but you JUST made that cow, Aaron. How can you reason that it was the one who freed you? Maybe he had too much strong-drink or wine and got some lamp-shade-helmet idea and ran with it.

It is easy to look at Aaron and Israel as a bunch of fruit-loops at this point--it is not even chronologically possible guys!! But we are wrong to hammer them so. It is not as though he was making all this up as he went along; Aaron was simply giving God a face. He was not saying that this is some new god we invented, rather, LOOK, this thing, this god is now visible, tangible, it is like all the other gods the pagans worship.

Moses just had his socks blown off, literally having a mountain top experience, when he turns the corner to see God’s people groveling before some life-less shining peace of farm animal. It would not be unreasonable for Moses to have in mind some of the things God just told him . . . such as, ‘you shall not make any image of Me.’ So like any normal human being when he encounters foolishness he chunks these sacred stone-etched pieces of literature so that they are broken and new ones need to be made.

God, YHWH, Jehovah, the Almighty, Maker of heaven and Earth, etc. is not like other gods. He, therefore, does not want to be worshipped like other gods. He will not suffice to be downgraded, in a sense, as al the other gods who were made into images resembling fish, frogs, moons, half-fish half-man figurines, and other silly things. But it also awakens the understanding that God is both not confined to any location nor is He is to be shut away or left behind; the God of the Bible is not a figurine which can be totted around like a purse, rather He owns all creation—that’s you and I, my friend.

We can find sympathy for Aaron and Israel: they were just doing what the rest of the world was doing with gods. The problem is God is unequivocally unique and completely unlike any other being to ever exist.